feeling like this. hating myself. thinking i look fat when ive lost 15 pounds in the last 2 months. wanting you. wanting to be so happy. trying so hard but getting no where. my job. my mom being home. my dad. seeing my brother so unhappy with her. not being free. money. war. school. life. the amount ive cried in the past month. the 28th of every month. how my house in MD got sold. how fast life ISNT moving. how upset i am. how disrespectful ive been. how angry ive been towards people who don't desever it. how bad i just want things to be okay. what i would give to smile. the fact that i dont feel good enough.
( this is just a rant and im sorry i jsut cant help but cry and hate my life right now )
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