i have a new life.

So as some of you may or may not know, i moved out. I live in a house with two people. It's pretty amazing. Being a "grownup" pretty much BLOWS... i hate bills and all that crap but its life. It's made me open my eyes ALOT... I'm finding me and im realizing how independent i am.
I still don't have someone to give my heart to, but i'm okay with that for the time being... i guess i have someone in mind but nothing will tell but time; or the future ( which ever you prefer ) i've just come through one of the roughest patches in my life yet and i did it alone and this has made me realize you don't need anyone holding your hand and pushing you in any situation... yeah its nice but you will survive without. i'm happy for the most part and i love who i have become... i hate that i have lost alot of people in my life but what can ya do? i can't force anyone to come around or answer my calls. People change is it's apart of life.
sooooo i figured out what i want to do about my tattoo, Jordy moved to SC and isn't comming back SOOO im fucked in that aspect... i found someone named Jay Reel who i'm going to get to finish my tattoo. The tattoo is going to be dedicated to the city because it made me who i am.. with out it i don't think i would have had the inpiration and motivation i did. It made me open my eyes to a whole new world; of art of people of music of knowledge of experience of culture. its a beautiful place.

im not really sure what else to write sooo yeah..
bye.