change

alot has changed and i don't know where to start.
i miss alot of people latly.
i've fucked up and i've recently had to say bye to some of the most meaningful closest people to me. i met someone who so far is by far one of the most amazing people ive ever met. he has made me smile more then i ever have in the past month. i hope it lasts.
ive become alot closer with ange and madeline i missed them both dearly but when none of us have schedules that comply it's hard to even text.
i'm feeling over whelemed and beyond tired to the point where i can't sleep unless im sleeping next to someone, for some odd reason. i get maybe 4 hours of sleep a night and ive been pulling 12 hour days at work. this is one of the busiest times of the year and i need the money so i have no choice. ugh...
the weathers getting nice and its killing me that i can't be outside as much as last year & i miss taken my little weiner everywhere :] eheheh
i'm gonna go to school next spring... i really dont' know where i want to go now... U-arts or AI... the money is the issue... ugh.
idk.
i feel like i've grown alot as a person now that im living on my own... i guess it kinda forces you to grow up and take responsibilty buttttt its weird... my mom is like my friend now. i still havn't spoken to my dad make that 4 months now? i think maybe 5? i don't really care.
i'm happy with life and the way things are. i miss people but theres not really much i can do about that now.

sooooo the end :]