my days seems so short and i hate how its the same thing over and over.
ive been spending ALOT of time in reading. i like it up there and ive made some amazing friends.
i leave for tour on june 26th and hopfully Garrison moves in shortly before or after that. this month seems like its gonna be reallllllly busy. i miss having freedom, as in bein able to take off work and splurg... i just cant afford it. and hate how money controls the world ... or so it seems.
mehh im done writing.
"we can't change the world until you change ourselves"
Friday, May 29, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
change
alot has changed and i don't know where to start.
i miss alot of people latly.
i've fucked up and i've recently had to say bye to some of the most meaningful closest people to me. i met someone who so far is by far one of the most amazing people ive ever met. he has made me smile more then i ever have in the past month. i hope it lasts.
ive become alot closer with ange and madeline i missed them both dearly but when none of us have schedules that comply it's hard to even text.
i'm feeling over whelemed and beyond tired to the point where i can't sleep unless im sleeping next to someone, for some odd reason. i get maybe 4 hours of sleep a night and ive been pulling 12 hour days at work. this is one of the busiest times of the year and i need the money so i have no choice. ugh...
the weathers getting nice and its killing me that i can't be outside as much as last year & i miss taken my little weiner everywhere :] eheheh
i'm gonna go to school next spring... i really dont' know where i want to go now... U-arts or AI... the money is the issue... ugh.
idk.
i feel like i've grown alot as a person now that im living on my own... i guess it kinda forces you to grow up and take responsibilty buttttt its weird... my mom is like my friend now. i still havn't spoken to my dad make that 4 months now? i think maybe 5? i don't really care.
i'm happy with life and the way things are. i miss people but theres not really much i can do about that now.
sooooo the end :]
i miss alot of people latly.
i've fucked up and i've recently had to say bye to some of the most meaningful closest people to me. i met someone who so far is by far one of the most amazing people ive ever met. he has made me smile more then i ever have in the past month. i hope it lasts.
ive become alot closer with ange and madeline i missed them both dearly but when none of us have schedules that comply it's hard to even text.
i'm feeling over whelemed and beyond tired to the point where i can't sleep unless im sleeping next to someone, for some odd reason. i get maybe 4 hours of sleep a night and ive been pulling 12 hour days at work. this is one of the busiest times of the year and i need the money so i have no choice. ugh...
the weathers getting nice and its killing me that i can't be outside as much as last year & i miss taken my little weiner everywhere :] eheheh
i'm gonna go to school next spring... i really dont' know where i want to go now... U-arts or AI... the money is the issue... ugh.
idk.
i feel like i've grown alot as a person now that im living on my own... i guess it kinda forces you to grow up and take responsibilty buttttt its weird... my mom is like my friend now. i still havn't spoken to my dad make that 4 months now? i think maybe 5? i don't really care.
i'm happy with life and the way things are. i miss people but theres not really much i can do about that now.
sooooo the end :]
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