catch up

this is just a rant and a little catch up on my life.

i just wanna start with talking about a girl named Kelly in my life. She is a year younger then me a whole hell of a lot smarter then me. we met through work. i kinda new her before but not like i do now. shes come to be one of my REALLY good freinds. we talk everyday about the most random shit and we both hate everyone we work with. theres just one thing about her that urks me and kinda hurts. and this isn't me trashing her at all because i don't mind if she reads this because ive told it all to her face many times before. shes an amazing girl and an amazing friend.... but she does drugs... and i guess this goes with my last blog, well kinda shes just a new friend. and 2 days ago was the very first day that she hadn't smoked for 24 hours. and she said it was hard and yesterday was her 2nd day. it just goes to show how hard it can be for someone. i guess in a way she has a bit of an addiction. and it worries me and scares me... because her mind is so brilliant but she could loose everything she has over something SO stupid. i think shes starting to realize after many many little arguments and fights and talks about stuff. i just wish this would happen with other friends.

next in line. things are changing, people are chaning the whole winter depression is coming and it sucks i hate seeing people down and when people get home sick while at college i really wish i had the money to go visit alot of different people. i just want everyone to be happy and quit being sad and fighting. i love the feeling of having old relationships come back months later. i love meeting up with those old friends and just being so happy to see them. christmas and thanksgiving break are coming up. i guess we will see what happens.theres alot of people i miss like ryan mike kevin dan gabby ang ali madeline! gar jordan jill .... shits WEAK!

bleh this blog is boring read my last one.