the past forms

into the future.

follow your heart.

little dog of hope

so i met this dog today.....

he gave me a sense of hope.....

im going to miss you more then you realize

better days

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theres so much i could write about, seeming im never on. lets begin with... out with the old in with the new. its almost fall... sorta and the old is well... old and it needs to go so im letting it go. starting with a few people ( not old in age, just old in ... friendships i guess you could say ) then comes the room. i and a few others cleaned out my room and i don't like it but its whatever i guess you could say it is better then what it looked like before. tonight i hung up alot more art work it made my room feel smaller but its whatever. at least its getting looked at now i guess.

hmmmm in with the new? well im selling my car someone is coming to look at it tomorrow morning :) hes from jersey hes got that real think jersey boy accent too lol.... gahdi boy is all i could think of. andddd i bought a red bug tonight :) its SO incredibly cute. the girl i bought it from was real sad to see it go but her dad was making her sell it because she was going off to college. i guess thats all thats really new right now.

i miss my bestfriend..... shes off at cheer camp and im stuck here.. blehhh 

ive come to a point in my life where i can actually say im happy... because i am.... im happy with where i am even though im tight in the money situation right now ... other then that things are going prettttty good. my heart feels good. my brain isn't all jumbled. i think im on the right track to pure happiness :) 

so theres some people i miss alot... and i wanna go see but you know when you don't have the money or time. thats kinda my slump.... im gonna find a way before the end of summer but i just dont know when. i havn't been there all summer and its hard to get up there....bleh

 

this is really random so i guess ill just end it with some pictures...

stranger

i feel like a stranger to the internet... im never on.

but at the same time i never even home, which is amazing... i know my mom hates it with a passion but its better that way. Life is changing i guess for the good. ive had so many mixed emotions about so many things lately its kinda weird and kinda scary. i don't know what to do about something things and i know to much about other things. wooooo! i love life and everything is going good though, i wanna get a tattoo so bad, now that i can and all. i was laying in bed this morning and i was thinking of what i wanted to get first and other then my little one on my foot i think im just gonna go big and get my chest done. go big or go home right? hahaha. i just really love chest pieces and i know what i want. but yeah thats life.

pictures?